Nothing

Birthdays don't bother me.  Aging does.  I am feeling so rickety.  Like I have done too much and lived too hard.  I look back and see nothing in my past that says I should feel this physically broken at my age.  Nothing.  It presses on me.  The feeling is such a heavy burden on such an already compromised frame.  I have no time to "get in" anything I haven't actually done to deserve this aching body.  None.  While I sit doing what I do everyday with no change even while I own this knowledge, my pain only gets worse. What will I do to fix this?  To hurry the experiences that I never had to earn this aged body?

Nothing.